Poems by Emily Dickinson, Series Two
Эмили Дикинсон




Emily Dickinson

Poems by Emily Dickinson, Series Two





PREFACE


The eagerness with which the first volume of Emily Dickinson's poems has been read shows very clearly that all our alleged modern artificiality does not prevent a prompt appreciation of the qualities of directness and simplicity in approaching the greatest themes,—life and love and death. That "irresistible needle-touch," as one of her best critics has called it, piercing at once the very core of a thought, has found a response as wide and sympathetic as it has been unexpected even to those who knew best her compelling power. This second volume, while open to the same criticism as to form with its predecessor, shows also the same shining beauties.

Although Emily Dickinson had been in the habit of sending occasional poems to friends and correspondents, the full extent of her writing was by no means imagined by them. Her friend "H.H." must at least have suspected it, for in a letter dated 5th September, 1884, she wrote:—

MY DEAR FRIEND,– What portfolios full of verses you must have! It is a cruel wrong to your "day and generation" that you will not give them light.

If such a thing should happen as that I should outlive you, I wish you would make me your literary legatee and executor. Surely after you are what is called "dead" you will be willing that the poor ghosts you have left behind should be cheered and pleased by your verses, will you not? You ought to be. I do not think we have a right to withhold from the world a word or a thought any more than a deed which might help a single soul. . . .

Truly yours,

HELEN JACKSON.

The "portfolios" were found, shortly after Emily Dickinson's death, by her sister and only surviving housemate. Most of the poems had been carefully copied on sheets of note-paper, and tied in little fascicules, each of six or eight sheets. While many of them bear evidence of having been thrown off at white heat, still more had received thoughtful revision. There is the frequent addition of rather perplexing foot-notes, affording large choice of words and phrases. And in the copies which she sent to friends, sometimes one form, sometimes another, is found to have been used. Without important exception, her friends have generously placed at the disposal of the Editors any poems they had received from her; and these have given the obvious advantage of comparison among several renderings of the same verse.

To what further rigorous pruning her verses would have been subjected had she published them herself, we cannot know. They should be regarded in many cases as merely the first strong and suggestive sketches of an artist, intended to be embodied at some time in the finished picture.

Emily Dickinson appears to have written her first poems in the winter of 1862. In a letter to one of the present Editors the April following, she says, "I made no verse, but one or two, until this winter."

The handwriting was at first somewhat like the delicate, running Italian hand of our elder gentlewomen; but as she advanced in breadth of thought, it grew bolder and more abrupt, until in her latest years each letter stood distinct and separate from its fellows. In most of her poems, particularly the later ones, everything by way of punctuation was discarded, except numerous dashes; and all important words began with capitals. The effect of a page of her more recent manuscript is exceedingly quaint and strong. The fac-simile given in the present volume is from one of the earlier transition periods. Although there is nowhere a date, the handwriting makes it possible to arrange the poems with general chronologic accuracy.

As a rule, the verses were without titles; but "A Country Burial," "A Thunder-Storm," "The Humming-Bird," and a few others were named by their author, frequently at the end,—sometimes only in the accompanying note, if sent to a friend.

The variation of readings, with the fact that she often wrote in pencil and not always clearly, have at times thrown a good deal of responsibility upon her Editors. But all interference not absolutely inevitable has been avoided. The very roughness of her rendering is part of herself, and not lightly to be touched; for it seems in many cases that she intentionally avoided the smoother and more usual rhymes.

Like impressionist pictures, or Wagner's rugged music, the very absence of conventional form challenges attention. In Emily Dickinson's exacting hands, the especial, intrinsic fitness of a particular order of words might not be sacrificed to anything virtually extrinsic; and her verses all show a strange cadence of inner rhythmical music. Lines are always daringly constructed, and the "thought-rhyme" appears frequently,—appealing, indeed, to an unrecognized sense more elusive than hearing.

Emily Dickinson scrutinized everything with clear-eyed frankness. Every subject was proper ground for legitimate study, even the sombre facts of death and burial, and the unknown life beyond. She touches these themes sometimes lightly, sometimes almost humorously, more often with weird and peculiar power; but she is never by any chance frivolous or trivial. And while, as one critic has said, she may exhibit toward God "an Emersonian self-possession," it was because she looked upon all life with a candor as unprejudiced as it is rare.

She had tried society and the world, and found them lacking. She was not an invalid, and she lived in seclusion from no love-disappointment. Her life was the normal blossoming of a nature introspective to a high degree, whose best thought could not exist in pretence.

Storm, wind, the wild March sky, sunsets and dawns; the birds and bees, butterflies and flowers of her garden, with a few trusted human friends, were sufficient companionship. The coming of the first robin was a jubilee beyond crowning of monarch or birthday of pope; the first red leaf hurrying through "the altered air," an epoch. Immortality was close about her; and while never morbid or melancholy, she lived in its presence.

MABEL LOOMIS TODD.

AMHERST, MASSACHUSETTS,

August, 1891.


		My nosegays are for captives;
		Dim, long-expectant eyes,
		Fingers denied the plucking,
		Patient till paradise,

		To such, if they should whisper
		Of morning and the moor,
		They bear no other errand,
		And I, no other prayer.




I.

LIFE





I


		I'm nobody! Who are you?
		Are you nobody, too?
		Then there 's a pair of us – don't tell!
		They 'd banish us, you know.

		How dreary to be somebody!
		How public, like a frog
		To tell your name the livelong day
		To an admiring bog!




II


		I bring an unaccustomed wine
		To lips long parching, next to mine,
		And summon them to drink.

		Crackling with fever, they essay;
		I turn my brimming eyes away,
		And come next hour to look.

		The hands still hug the tardy glass;
		The lips I would have cooled, alas!
		Are so superfluous cold,

		I would as soon attempt to warm
		The bosoms where the frost has lain
		Ages beneath the mould.

		Some other thirsty there may be
		To whom this would have pointed me
		Had it remained to speak.

		And so I always bear the cup
		If, haply, mine may be the drop
		Some pilgrim thirst to slake, —

		If, haply, any say to me,
		"Unto the little, unto me,"
		When I at last awake.




III


		The nearest dream recedes, unrealized.
		The heaven we chase
		Like the June bee
		Before the school-boy
		Invites the race;
		Stoops to an easy clover —
		Dips – evades – teases – deploys;
		Then to the royal clouds
		Lifts his light pinnace
		Heedless of the boy
		Staring, bewildered, at the mocking sky.

		Homesick for steadfast honey,
		Ah! the bee flies not
		That brews that rare variety.




IV


		We play at paste,
		Till qualified for pearl,
		Then drop the paste,
		And deem ourself a fool.
		The shapes, though, were similar,
		And our new hands
		Learned gem-tactics
		Practising sands.




V


		I found the phrase to every thought
		I ever had, but one;
		And that defies me, – as a hand
		Did try to chalk the sun

		To races nurtured in the dark; —
		How would your own begin?
		Can blaze be done in cochineal,
		Or noon in mazarin?




VI.

HOPE


		Hope is the thing with feathers
		That perches in the soul,
		And sings the tune without the words,
		And never stops at all,

		And sweetest in the gale is heard;
		And sore must be the storm
		That could abash the little bird
		That kept so many warm.

		I 've heard it in the chillest land,
		And on the strangest sea;
		Yet, never, in extremity,
		It asked a crumb of me.




VII.

THE WHITE HEAT


		Dare you see a soul at the white heat?
		Then crouch within the door.
		Red is the fire's common tint;
		But when the vivid ore

		Has sated flame's conditions,
		Its quivering substance plays
		Without a color but the light
		Of unanointed blaze.

		Least village boasts its blacksmith,
		Whose anvil's even din
		Stands symbol for the finer forge
		That soundless tugs within,

		Refining these impatient ores
		With hammer and with blaze,
		Until the designated light
		Repudiate the forge.




VIII.

TRIUMPHANT


		Who never lost, are unprepared
		A coronet to find;
		Who never thirsted, flagons
		And cooling tamarind.

		Who never climbed the weary league —
		Can such a foot explore
		The purple territories
		On Pizarro's shore?

		How many legions overcome?
		The emperor will say.
		How many colors taken
		On Revolution Day?

		How many bullets bearest?
		The royal scar hast thou?
		Angels, write "Promoted"
		On this soldier's brow!




IX.

THE TEST


		I can wade grief,
		Whole pools of it, —
		I 'm used to that.
		But the least push of joy
		Breaks up my feet,
		And I tip – drunken.
		Let no pebble smile,
		'T was the new liquor, —
		That was all!

		Power is only pain,
		Stranded, through discipline,
		Till weights will hang.
		Give balm to giants,
		And they 'll wilt, like men.
		Give Himmaleh, —
		They 'll carry him!




X.

ESCAPE


		I never hear the word "escape"
		Without a quicker blood,
		A sudden expectation,
		A flying attitude.

		I never hear of prisons broad
		By soldiers battered down,
		But I tug childish at my bars, —
		Only to fail again!




XI.

COMPENSATION


		For each ecstatic instant
		We must an anguish pay
		In keen and quivering ratio
		To the ecstasy.

		For each beloved hour
		Sharp pittances of years,
		Bitter contested farthings
		And coffers heaped with tears.




XII.

THE MARTYRS


		Through the straight pass of suffering
		The martyrs even trod,
		Their feet upon temptation,
		Their faces upon God.

		A stately, shriven company;
		Convulsion playing round,
		Harmless as streaks of meteor
		Upon a planet's bound.

		Their faith the everlasting troth;
		Their expectation fair;
		The needle to the north degree
		Wades so, through polar air.




XIII.

A PRAYER


		I meant to have but modest needs,
		Such as content, and heaven;
		Within my income these could lie,
		And life and I keep even.

		But since the last included both,
		It would suffice my prayer
		But just for one to stipulate,
		And grace would grant the pair.

		And so, upon this wise I prayed, —
		Great Spirit, give to me
		A heaven not so large as yours,
		But large enough for me.

		A smile suffused Jehovah's face;
		The cherubim withdrew;
		Grave saints stole out to look at me,
		And showed their dimples, too.

		I left the place with all my might, —
		My prayer away I threw;
		The quiet ages picked it up,
		And Judgment twinkled, too,

		That one so honest be extant
		As take the tale for true
		That "Whatsoever you shall ask,
		Itself be given you."

		But I, grown shrewder, scan the skies
		With a suspicious air, —
		As children, swindled for the first,
		All swindlers be, infer.




XIV


		The thought beneath so slight a film
		Is more distinctly seen, —
		As laces just reveal the surge,
		Or mists the Apennine.




XV


		The soul unto itself
		Is an imperial friend, —
		Or the most agonizing spy
		An enemy could send.

		Secure against its own,
		No treason it can fear;
		Itself its sovereign, of itself
		The soul should stand in awe.




XVI


		Surgeons must be very careful
		When they take the knife!
		Underneath their fine incisions
		Stirs the culprit, – Life!




XVII.

THE RAILWAY TRAIN


		I like to see it lap the miles,
		And lick the valleys up,
		And stop to feed itself at tanks;
		And then, prodigious, step

		Around a pile of mountains,
		And, supercilious, peer
		In shanties by the sides of roads;
		And then a quarry pare

		To fit its sides, and crawl between,
		Complaining all the while
		In horrid, hooting stanza;
		Then chase itself down hill

		And neigh like Boanerges;
		Then, punctual as a star,
		Stop – docile and omnipotent —
		At its own stable door.




XVIII.

THE SHOW


		The show is not the show,
		But they that go.
		Menagerie to me
		My neighbor be.
		Fair play —
		Both went to see.




XIX


		Delight becomes pictorial
		When viewed through pain, —
		More fair, because impossible
		That any gain.

		The mountain at a given distance
		In amber lies;
		Approached, the amber flits a little, —
		And that 's the skies!




XX


		A thought went up my mind to-day
		That I have had before,
		But did not finish, – some way back,
		I could not fix the year,

		Nor where it went, nor why it came
		The second time to me,
		Nor definitely what it was,
		Have I the art to say.

		But somewhere in my soul, I know
		I 've met the thing before;
		It just reminded me – 't was all —
		And came my way no more.




XXI


		Is Heaven a physician?
		They say that He can heal;
		But medicine posthumous
		Is unavailable.

		Is Heaven an exchequer?
		They speak of what we owe;
		But that negotiation
		I 'm not a party to.




XXII.

THE RETURN


		Though I get home how late, how late!
		So I get home, 't will compensate.
		Better will be the ecstasy
		That they have done expecting me,
		When, night descending, dumb and dark,
		They hear my unexpected knock.
		Transporting must the moment be,
		Brewed from decades of agony!

		To think just how the fire will burn,
		Just how long-cheated eyes will turn
		To wonder what myself will say,
		And what itself will say to me,
		Beguiles the centuries of way!




XXIII


		A poor torn heart, a tattered heart,
		That sat it down to rest,
		Nor noticed that the ebbing day
		Flowed silver to the west,
		Nor noticed night did soft descend
		Nor constellation burn,
		Intent upon the vision
		Of latitudes unknown.

		The angels, happening that way,
		This dusty heart espied;
		Tenderly took it up from toil
		And carried it to God.
		There, – sandals for the barefoot;
		There, – gathered from the gales,
		Do the blue havens by the hand
		Lead the wandering sails.




XXIV.

TOO MUCH


		I should have been too glad, I see,
		Too lifted for the scant degree
		Of life's penurious round;
		My little circuit would have shamed
		This new circumference, have blamed
		The homelier time behind.

		I should have been too saved, I see,
		Too rescued; fear too dim to me
		That I could spell the prayer
		I knew so perfect yesterday, —
		That scalding one, "Sabachthani,"
		Recited fluent here.

		Earth would have been too much, I see,
		And heaven not enough for me;
		I should have had the joy
		Without the fear to justify, —
		The palm without the Calvary;
		So, Saviour, crucify.

		Defeat whets victory, they say;
		The reefs in old Gethsemane
		Endear the shore beyond.
		'T is beggars banquets best define;
		'T is thirsting vitalizes wine, —
		Faith faints to understand.




XXV.

SHIPWRECK


		It tossed and tossed, —
		A little brig I knew, —
		O'ertook by blast,
		It spun and spun,
		And groped delirious, for morn.

		It slipped and slipped,
		As one that drunken stepped;
		Its white foot tripped,
		Then dropped from sight.

		Ah, brig, good-night
		To crew and you;
		The ocean's heart too smooth, too blue,
		To break for you.




XXVI


		Victory comes late,
		And is held low to freezing lips
		Too rapt with frost
		To take it.
		How sweet it would have tasted,
		Just a drop!
		Was God so economical?
		His table 's spread too high for us
		Unless we dine on tip-toe.
		Crumbs fit such little mouths,
		Cherries suit robins;
		The eagle's golden breakfast
		Strangles them.
		God keeps his oath to sparrows,
		Who of little love
		Know how to starve!




XXVII.

ENOUGH


		God gave a loaf to every bird,
		But just a crumb to me;
		I dare not eat it, though I starve, —
		My poignant luxury
		To own it, touch it, prove the feat
		That made the pellet mine, —
		Too happy in my sparrow chance
		For ampler coveting.

		It might be famine all around,
		I could not miss an ear,
		Such plenty smiles upon my board,
		My garner shows so fair.
		I wonder how the rich may feel, —
		An Indiaman – an Earl?
		I deem that I with but a crumb
		Am sovereign of them all.




XXVIII


		Experiment to me
		Is every one I meet.
		If it contain a kernel?
		The figure of a nut

		Presents upon a tree,
		Equally plausibly;
		But meat within is requisite,
		To squirrels and to me.




XXIX.

MY COUNTRY'S WARDROBE


		My country need not change her gown,
		Her triple suit as sweet
		As when 't was cut at Lexington,
		And first pronounced "a fit."

		Great Britain disapproves "the stars;"
		Disparagement discreet, —
		There 's something in their attitude
		That taunts her bayonet.




XXX


		Faith is a fine invention
		For gentlemen who see;
		But microscopes are prudent
		In an emergency!




XXXI


		Except the heaven had come so near,
		So seemed to choose my door,
		The distance would not haunt me so;
		I had not hoped before.

		But just to hear the grace depart
		I never thought to see,
		Afflicts me with a double loss;
		'T is lost, and lost to me.




XXXII


		Portraits are to daily faces
		As an evening west
		To a fine, pedantic sunshine
		In a satin vest.




XXXIII.

THE DUEL


		I took my power in my hand.
		And went against the world;
		'T was not so much as David had,
		But I was twice as bold.

		I aimed my pebble, but myself
		Was all the one that fell.
		Was it Goliath was too large,
		Or only I too small?




XXXIV


		A shady friend for torrid days
		Is easier to find
		Than one of higher temperature
		For frigid hour of mind.

		The vane a little to the east
		Scares muslin souls away;
		If broadcloth breasts are firmer
		Than those of organdy,

		Who is to blame? The weaver?
		Ah! the bewildering thread!
		The tapestries of paradise
		So notelessly are made!




XXXV.

THE GOAL


		Each life converges to some centre
		Expressed or still;
		Exists in every human nature
		A goal,

		Admitted scarcely to itself, it may be,
		Too fair
		For credibility's temerity
		To dare.

		Adored with caution, as a brittle heaven,
		To reach
		Were hopeless as the rainbow's raiment
		To touch,

		Yet persevered toward, surer for the distance;
		How high
		Unto the saints' slow diligence
		The sky!

		Ungained, it may be, by a life's low venture,
		But then,
		Eternity enables the endeavoring
		Again.




XXXVI.

SIGHT


		Before I got my eye put out,
		I liked as well to see
		As other creatures that have eyes,
		And know no other way.

		But were it told to me, to-day,
		That I might have the sky
		For mine, I tell you that my heart
		Would split, for size of me.

		The meadows mine, the mountains mine, —
		All forests, stintless stars,
		As much of noon as I could take
		Between my finite eyes.

		The motions of the dipping birds,
		The lightning's jointed road,
		For mine to look at when I liked, —
		The news would strike me dead!

		So safer, guess, with just my soul
		Upon the window-pane
		Where other creatures put their eyes,
		Incautious of the sun.




XXXVII


		Talk with prudence to a beggar
		Of 'Potosi' and the mines!
		Reverently to the hungry
		Of your viands and your wines!

		Cautious, hint to any captive
		You have passed enfranchised feet!
		Anecdotes of air in dungeons
		Have sometimes proved deadly sweet!




XXXVIII.

THE PREACHER


		He preached upon "breadth" till it argued him narrow, —
		The broad are too broad to define;
		And of "truth" until it proclaimed him a liar, —
		The truth never flaunted a sign.

		Simplicity fled from his counterfeit presence




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