Alive
Gubat Abdullaev


These verses are carriers of certain non-understanding, life-giving energy. Here and sadness, and sadness, loneliness and despair as life-giving, awakening, as love, joy, amazement, love in hidden from the simple sight of the divine beauty of the world.And most importantly, it is the Victory of Truth and Love of all this experienced over the world, over it, fictional people, illogical, not having a strong support Logic.The angel, hurrying to reveal the most unknown, hidden truths of the world





Alive



Gubat Abdullaev



© Gubat Abdullaev, 2019



ISBN 978-5-4496-4787-0

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Fate


		Always believed in fate
		She knew that it could not be otherwise
		Evil will not lead to good,
		And it is unlikely to bring good luck.

		I always believed in dreams
		And the ghost let me down,
		Therefore, once you appeared,
		On this day, I spent the fall.

		I always believed in myself
		In my mind, capabilities and powers,
		It turned out I was going nowhere..
		Absolutely obvious,









Embrace


		Yes, this meeting is absolutely not accidental.
		We both knew how the date goes
		And even tears are not excluded.

		Beautiful you have not changed.
		Yes, you are not so keen on that.
		I love you for consistency.
		And you often, I often dreamed of.

		Today I do not see sleep until dawn,
		I write, not noticing lines, cells.
		Your breath inspires, do you believe?
		This and all other questions you know the answers.

		To me like a magnet pulled me
		Trust justified, hopes not deceived,
		Well, what are you doing with me?
		Ah istanbul, ah istanbul!









Forget it.


		Do not forget, but forget.
		And stop stretching smile
		And look away.
		And do not count the minutes
		And talk about pain.
		And burst into tears. To emptiness.
		And do not read funny horoscopes
		For tomorrow. For today.
		Do not rush.
		And dream
		Optional color.
		And do not look for meaning in them.
		And love the flowers,
		Do not immerse them in water
		On the machine.
		And do not hope —
		Know for sure.
		And do not tempt fate.
		Fall in love.









Just one word


		And how much sense in it.
		Hope in him so much
		Confusion, timidity.
		Moment of waiting like that
		First time.
		Happiness shrouded in fog
		Not us.
		Cherished word
		Heal by prayer
		Not a soul, it is not in place.
		Unlikely to
		Peace to find.
		Just one word found









Sorry


		I love this town.
		He sheltered me,
		He did not demand to be chaste.
		And I did not ask about the past

		And did not teach
		All sorts of everyday wisdom.
		I love this town.
		He let me go
		Whenever I left away,
		But then he accepted
		Immediately forgive

		I love this town,
		He survived with me
		The pain of loss, longing and betrayal.
		Cured of you
		And the rain washed away the tears.
		He also really needs me..









City of Hearts


		Triumphal arch after waving.
		I will not forget your Eiffel Tower,
		And the Versailles fairy palace.

		I will not forget, as in the Cathedral of Notre Dame
		I represented the tragedy of Hugo
		And as she walked in the Champs-Elysées, in the fields
		And he was full of quiche (pie).

		I will not forget the Louvre, the grin of Mona Lisa.
		Those pancakes with caramel syrup.
		Avenue Montaigne, La Defense Quarter,
		Dress Pompadour – the most charming Awnings.









Seem strong


		To smile.
		A hundred times fall.
		A hundred times to climb.

		Curse the fate.
		Ask for forgiveness.
		Fight
		Stuck in humility.

		And annoying to love
		Then all of a sudden forget,
		Then reproach how the beast howl
		And in every way black everywhere.

		Then cool
		Ennoble.
		Be yourself
		Blame yourself.









Do you still hope that you are safe from death?


		What will not tear apart your dark soul devils?
		What will escape the fate of Einstein, Dostoevsky, Vern?
		What will you live forever?

		To say that imperishable? A rock
		Great Pyramids, Chinese Wall, Kremlin, Colosseum,
		He does not burn in hell. He will not touch the time.
		It is not stuffed with tubes, will not be placed inside the insulator,

		He will not begin to restore the heart rhythm
		With the help of a professional defibrillator.
		He will not dig a hole filled with worms.
		He will not be mourned with enthusiasm Yaroslavna.

		They will be admired at all times, spend fabulous money,
		Seeing again, again and again.
		And you will go into the darkness, and the earth will block the way back.
		They will not touch you, talk to you, cuddle.

		Well, maybe they will remember it once, but not more.
		What are they alive for the dead to kill?









Departing bus after


		You look, reluctantly recognizing:
		Just disappears life trace
		Snow sweeps him on purpose.

		Fragile snowflakes strive
		Soar up again,
		Do not stoop.
		Stupid snowflakes you,
		It is impossible to enjoy forever.

		We are all guests of Mother Earth,
		All leave, no one will remember us.
		How many b, you blizzards, not broke,
		Soon Spring will remind of itself.

		I do not believe in UFOs,
		In the apocalypse and in the spirits.
		Maybe this is wonderful
		Well, I do not believe and that’s it.

		In Chupacabra I do not believe
		And in the Loch Ness monster,
		In the werewolf, the Witch, the Fairy,
		And in the pirate treasure.

		I am sure that there is no Mermaid,
		No Yeti, no Zombies…
		I do not believe in that horror life









I believe in real love


		Painfully.

		Tears swallow.

		Know but

		I still dream.

		Rubber heart

		Silent

		Not a single knock.

		Sleeps awake.

		There is not enough air.

		I do not live.

		Terminate my moth.

		Winter again

		Blizzards again.

		I see myself

		What flew away

		Birds to the south.

		Not soon to return.

		The time of those blizzards

		What famously rush in

		In life il fate.

		Does it matter?

		One thing is clear:

		Winter again

		Blizzards again.

		Blizzards,

		Frost

		Sobbing in bed









Night without sleep, My dream is close to me


		All this is strange. I sleep awake.
		Outside the window, snow was falling, rain was falling.
		Morning again. Back at the bakery on the corner.
		Home to run Macintosh.

		What do we have here? World News?
		Hmm… about hunger? About diseases?
		Aha! About those who are mad about fat!
		About war? About kids?

		“Children need clothes!
		Children want to see and hear!
		Children need support!
		Do you hear? Save the little ones!
		Do not plug your ears. Do not look away.
		Do not pass by. Do not fall asleep standing
		At your monitor.
		Become a hero for a second”

		Ooh…
		Boring, uninteresting.
		Beaten, sad, fresh









I would need


		I would need
		Just open the window,
		Just let in a little
		Fresh air.

		I would need
		Just forgive yourself
		Just accept yourself
		And stop punishing

		I would need
		Just counting up to one hundred,
		Stop anyone
		Prove anything.

		I would need
		Just closing my eyes
		Imagine
		That we are strangers to each other.

		I would need
		Just meet the dawn,
		Just spend the sunset,
		Just live between them









It’s not wrong


		Who does not go all in,
		Who does not risk, who is afraid.
		Whom you can’t whip,
		Not podzadorish
		Who does not accept impropriety,
		They eschew.
		Who does not dare
		With the fate of an agreement.
		Who cares what they think
		What will they say, in other words
		Rumor is afraid.
		Who suits
		Any alignment of events
		Who is not in a hurry to change it,
		Does not want to rush.
		Who lies to himself
		What others have is no better.
		Who to change
		Not committed.
		Who forever stuck
		In the choking swamp
		And scoffs at those
		Who can not sit on better.

		Not insulting.
		It is not insulting.
		Disappointed, really…
		I’m tired…
		Here come back, quite obviously
		Nothing left for you:
		Not a bit, not a drop, not a crumb,
		From myself to save failed
		Well she after the echoing bombing.
		Not dead, but completely numb.
		And she was deaf from the explosions
		And blind from the tears of waterfalls,
		And does not believe the words are false
		Pathetic scum, scum and reptiles.









By force I did not fall in love with myself





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