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		Nu sculon hergiean heofon  rices weard,
		meotodes meahte ond his mod  gedanc,
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		ece drihten, or onstealde.
		He earest sceop, eordan bearnum
		heofon to hrofe, haelig scyppend;
		Tha middan  geard monn  cynnes weard,
		ece drihten, aefter teode
		frum foldan, frea aelmihtig.

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Reiner Marie Rilke


Piet

		So seh ich, Jesus, deine Fusse wieder,
		die damals eines Junglings Fusse waren,
		da ich sie bang entkleidete und wusch;
		wie standen sie verwirrt in meinen Haaren
		und wie ein weisses Wild im Dornenbusch.

		So seh ich deine nie geliebten Glieder
		zum ersten Mal in dieser Liebesnacht.
		Wir legte uns noch nie zusammen nieder,
		und nun wird nur bewundert und gewacht.

		Doch siehe, deine H?nde sind zertissen, 
		Geliebter, nicht von mir, von meinen Bissen.
		Dein Herz steht offen, und man kann hinein:
		Das h?tte durfen nur mein Eingang sein.

		Nun bist du mude, und dein mudes Mund
		Hat keine Lust zu meinem wehen Munde 
		O Jesus, Jesus, wann war unsre Stunde?
		Wie gehen wir beide wunderlich zugrund.


  




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Come in

		As I came to the edge of the woods,
		Thrush music  hark!
		Now if it was dusk outside,
		Inside it was dark.

		Too dark in the woods for a bird
		By sleigh of wing
		To better its perch for the night,
		Though it still could sing.

		The last of the light of the sun
		That had died in the west
		Still lived for one song more
		In a thrush's breast.

		Far in the pillared dark
		Thrush music went 
		Almost like a call to come in
		To the dark and lament.

		But no, I was out for stars:
		I would not come in.
		I meant not even if asked,
		And I hadn't been.


 




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LXVI

		Tired with all these, for restful death I cry, 
		As, to behold desert a beggar born,
		And needy nothing trimmed in jollity,
		And purest faith unhappily forsworn.,
		And gilded honour shamefully misplaced,
		And maiden virtue rudely strumpeted,
		And right perfection wrongfully disgraced,
		And strength by limping sway disabled,
		And art made tongue  tied by authority,
		And folly, doctor  like, controlling skill,
		And simple truth miscall'd simplicity,
		And captive good attending captain ill:
		Tired with all these, from these would I be gone,
		Save that, to die, I leave my love alone.


 


LXVI

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Love and Glory

		Old Emi was as brave a girl,
		As ever graced a martial story.
		Rene was fair as a rare black pearl;
		He sighed for Love, and she for Glory.

		With her his fate he meant to plight,
		And told her many a gallant story;
		Till war, their coming joys to blight,
		Called her away from Love to Glory.

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		He followed, fought! ah, hapless story!
		In black attire, by Emis side,
		He died for Love, and she for Glory.

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St.Valentine's Day

		I hold a glass of sweet champagne.
		Sun beams on snows of my domain.
		I sing of love, I live again;
		Heres to my darling Valentine!

		Black beard enthroned on his pale cheek;
		His dome  like foreheads always bleak;
		Dark clothes close the shape unique
		Of my misterious Valentine.

		His whisper flls the soul of mine;
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		His mind is deep like solemn brine;
		Heres to my pious Valentine!

		He knows the art of high debate.
		In sacred texts he does his bathe.
		God in His mercy gave him grace,
		And hes the lover of the Fate.

		Lets drink a health to him who tried
		The charms of Charm, the chains of Chain,
		Who has endeavoured all the might
		Of spell, and Gospel, and refrain.

		This winter day has golden rim!
		I raise my glass to skies above,
		And I drink my champagne to him,
		And he will drink his one to Love.

		For hes a poet on the brim
		Of old sophisticated Time.
		I think of him and sing of him;
		Heres to my noble Valentine!

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Love Songs

		Love me tender, love me sweet, 
		Chirps the golden parrakeet;
		Love me little, love me long, 
		Warns the wise precautious song.

		I don't care a hair for these,
		I have never prayed for peace.
		I will sing another song:
		Love me short but love me strong.


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		Oh boy, why treat me like a saint?
		Release me of your pious love;
		My manners are by no means quaint;
		I do not beam from high above,
		I cannot dance upon my toes,
		I cannot play the harp or fute,
		I do not pardon all my foes,
		My tune is shameless and acute;

		No angel dwells in my brave soul:
		Hed be afraid of eagles nest,
		Afraid to touch my angers bowl,
		Or dare touch me while I rest.

		Ambitious, arrogant, and stern,
		I never laugh when I am glad,
		I never cry when I am sad,
		I laugh and cry to gain concern.

		Oh boy, Ive never loved a man
		For more than two years and a half;
		Like treacherous Mab, I always plan
		The ending act, the bitter laugh,
		The parting scene, the painful moarn,
		The heartquake, earthquake, skyquake roar,
		The tears unshed, the words unborn,
		The curse unbreathed, the slamming door

		Oh Gods, ye sacred and ye great!
		Oh Cyprid sweet in pearly shell!
		Do teach this boy to separate
		Wise mortal woman from yourself!

		Break down the apparition wraught,
		Dont make me go through inward change!
		Just leave me to my happy lot:
		To choose, or drop, or to revenge.

		Child, do not treat me like I be
		The Highest Being shaping lives!
		Oh boy, and dont you realize
		That youre thus shaping slave of me?

		My faithful youth, I feel like caught
		In silken net by gentle hand;
		For human can betray his God,
		And God just cant betray his man.


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		How overwhelming, strange, and plain!
		My loyal Knight has fallen in Love.
		Who could believe Id feel the pain
		When he embraced that gentle dove?
		When he pursued that cunning nude,
		Who could believe I would be hurt?..
		I do not play the harp or fute,
		So let my violin now be heard.

		And every soul that knows me well,
		Knows well the passion of my will!
		Same tune Orpheus played in hell
		Descending down Elysium hill.

		Ambitious, arrogant, and blind,
		How dare you come before my eyes?
		Just spare me of your sharp replies;
		I dwell the world youve left behind.

		Take your Martini and cigar,
		Keep your guitar and hold your sword.
		Now youre experienced, brave, and taught,
		Ive made of you the one you are.

		Ive been a farmer to the weed;
		Ive played a priest throughout three shifts;
		And who has made your shape complete?
		And who has kindled all your gifts?
		Who has revealed your power of thought?
		Whos welcomed every grandious plan?
		Whos taught you to behave, and court,
		And love a girl, and be a man?

		I combed your hair and gave you bread,
		Taught you to sing when youre in grief,
		To weave the rhymes, and to forget,
		And to respect, and to forgive!

		You offered me your hand and heart;
		I knew you boasting, lying, mad,
		I saw you struggling, crying, sad,
		I heard you swear wed never part.

		You broke your word, but I will not
		Deprive you of my helping hand.
		For human can betray his God,
		Yet God just cant betray his man.


   

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A ballad.

		Hey, hop! From branch to branch, from tree to tree!
		How nice to travel in the morning light!
		What grace to feel that youre agile and free!
		And aint my hopping  leaping like a fight?!

		Hey, ho! You people of my native woods!
		Out of your holes, lets play  and  hide  and  seek!
		Mice, hares, and moles, see how my tail protrudes!
		See how I dance and laugh and tease and squeak!

		I crack the nuts and hide the mushrooms brown;
		I thread the beads of berries and of buds;
		I dont care much if they be lost or found;
		Its not the work of need, but of fne arts.

		So long a day, so short a life, my Lord!
		(See Im no stranger to some serious talk!)
		My vast eternal sea of rustling load
		Lies wide and wavy up to sentry oak.

		But then, oh hush, my humble, and behold:
		Outside the forest sleeps the desert red;
		And, far than that, a mighty rock and old
		Like frozen thunder, bears its peaky head.

		Charmed and entranced, I watch the clouds foat by,
		Half scared, half anxious, eager and obsessed;
		And, on the crowning peak, the highest high,
		I recognize the Saturn  shaped black nest.

		The sunset backcloth burns with magic fre
		Of ancient signs no living  thing can tell.
		Unable to submit or to retire,
		I witness nature ready for the spell.

		And lo! The light is swiftly fading down;
		The blistful Imdugood spreads whirling wing;
		Across the sky fies roaring silence sound, 
		And here comes His Majesty the King.

To Rev. Igor Tsvetkov


A naive prayer

		You know I never pray aloud.
		I hide my hope and faith.
		And when I see a singing crowd,
		Blush comes into my face.

		You think me wrongfully acute,
		Because You heard me tell
		That shower and perfumes substitute
		Me soul and spirit well.

		I know I am a sinner, since
		I doubt Our Fathers might;
		And showing no concern just means
		To show folie and spite.

		You sealed me with severe look,
		And I grew weak and meek.
		A royal King of Eagles took
		A fy  away from me.

		Now Im alone, alone again,
		A doll with broken heart.
		You still believe I cannot pray?
		Thats why You set apart?

		Now see me knealt from high above!
		Youll hear from down below:
		Oh, take me to your arms, my love,
		For keen the wind doth blow!




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		My Lord the Carpenter, behold
		The plea of mortal soul!
		In days of sheer youth I was told
		This story as a whole:
		There once had sprung a tragic love
		Between a lightning white
		Dispersing fres from high above,
		And river, fowing wide.
		The River marveled at the show
		Of sparkling, dazzling spears;
		And he refected them below
		And mirrored radiant spheres.
		Slow waters sparkled in delight
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		The mighty River formed a lake
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		The one he called his wife.
		The Lightning twinkled him a kiss
		And rushed to meet her fate.
		The freball blazed, blew up and hissed
		And few to fall and fade.
		Evaporating, boiling lake
		Was veiled with misty fog;
		The River groaned and strived to take
		Last waters to the bog.
		You could imagine him return
		When tears of rain were shed;
		The lake was dry, the grass was burnt,
		The Lightning, she was dead.

		This moarnful ballad makes me sad
		And shivering from cold.
		I am no bird I am no cat
		I am a human soul.
		My burning nature can't be changed,
		I am all fames and fre;
		Beyond all that, I am engaged,
		And I don't want to die.
		My Lord the Carpenter, I beg
		That You should meet my plea;
		Take cedar logs, and fasten belts,
		And make a raft for me.
		Oh Lord my Savior, here's Your turn
		To show Your magic craft!
		Rejoyce, my soul, red fre, burn,
		Wide River, drive the raft!

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